I know that God already planned my life the way it is. Funny how hard just to live in it.

Hello,
another weekend, another time to share.

This post will contain another story of my days, with lessons for my self, or even for you. This weekend was one of the most waited days. College days been so tiring, with many tasks. I have 7 tasks to do due on next week. Even now i'm doing one. That's why friday means a lot and Saturday seems perfect, before.

I spent friday with my college mates and had so much fun. I swear it was a day with so many laughs. Accidental funny moment with that guy and the girls, and i really like it. Finished my non-academic tasks at Engineering faculty and ended up home with Star world. During the midnight, i finished my religion assignment and it turned out to be gossip night with my bestfriend Kyka. Tiring but satisfying.

I woke up at ten o'clock on saturday and straightly watch 'The Kite Runner' for my ethic class assignment. Tears dropped eventually, pretty lame me but it's very sad. Then Gian picked me up at four, we'll gonna buy some stuffs at Pim. It's been months since i met him, so i'm really happy and surely i already brought my wallet. So then we went to GorParty 2010 'Diamond Covered Rocks", an event held by Gorasix Gorangel every year as a present for their Alumni. This year is 2k8's turn. And i found out that i lost my wallet. Feeling lost? Totally am. I felt really sad, but hey i have my bestfriends there. So many people to hug, to share, and just to say that everything gonna be allright. That moment was the one which make me miss highschool even more. There were so many people that i love, and love me back (i think) :p. Anyway, It was a great show after all. Well done 2k8!

Every GP reminded me how things happened last year, and the other year, and also the other year. How things happened so easy at the first year, and getting though in the second year. How easy to find love, and how hard to stay in unity with all the badge. Above all of that, i'm happy to be part of GP, being the vice chairman of that event taught me many things, and gave me bestfriends who stays till now. Years goes by, this event turned to be a reunion night for us. It was fun, and i can easily forgot about the wallet.

Then, i woke up in sunday morning and I was not in a good mood. Still thinking about the wallet even my mom said that i have to let go. But as usual, letting go is so much easier then moving on, right? So i kept in my mind that i lost it, and so on. I went to BSD for my cousin's engagement ceremony. It turned out to be a disaster to me, sorry to say but i didn't enjoy the day at all. All i want is my bed, and my pillow, which can be a bestfriend ever.

You know, i tried really hard to be as postive as Audrey Hepburn. I tried to let go everything, forgive and forget. Forgive my self to be less care about my own stuff. Forget that people even family can ruined your day. And last but not least, i tried to thank God for what's happened these days. For all the blessings, the kindness or even the hard moment like this.

And......my phone rang. Gian calling. "Ca, dompet lo ada nih. Ditemuin yayo di mobil. tapi gue udah di jalan mau ke Bandung." Alhamdulillah. Another lesson. Another proof that God really love me. He taught me a lesson. A huge one. And i thank Him for every part of it.
it's a long story eh? 
“So verily with every difficulty, there is relief.
Verily, with every difficulty, there is relief”
(Surah Al-Inshirah 94:5-6) via farras's tumblr.
Trust me, it's just the matter of time. It's the hardest yes, to wait without knowing what are you waiting for. Just believe, and you'll see.