It's the possibility of having your dreams come true that make life interesting

Hello!

It's been a month since i started to work. There are too many story that i wanna share. Some already told, some not. Some are funny, too funny till i still got a freakin smirk when i remember that moment(s), some are not so nice to remember, some are just too good to be a lesson.
For me, It was a month full with new experience, new people, and new lessons. I'll always remember my days at BCA Finance, and i'm gonna miss each and everyone of them!

Well, it will be a mash up post between bahasa and english. Sorry if it's irritating.

Anyway, i know a month at the office will give me so many lessons, but i never know that it will make me miss my college days. Literally, i miss my busy days at the campus. Working (in finance thingy) is not so interesting. And i miss my college friends more than ever. I laugh (too) often with them every single day. At the office, they're laughing too. But in different way, and of course different jokes. I wasn't laughing at the first time. I mean, like other creature in the universe......i need adaptation to survive.

These are what i remember,
A :"Kan udah gue bilang! Lo sih nggak percaya sama gue!"
B :"Kalo gue percaya sama lo namanya musyrik dooooong...."
Others : (Laughing)
C : "Musyrik tuh bukannya yang suka didengerin di headset ya?"
Others : "Musik kaliii!!!" (Laughing even more)

An adult woman showed up at the office with her big eyes, and her hair half wet.
A : "Pagi mbaaak! Ngantuk banget kayaknya?"
B : "Iya nih, semalem nonton bola."
A : (looking at A's hair) nonton bola apa main bola?"
She successfully made the others laughing.

A : "Mau nggak?" (Giving a lollypop to her friend)
B : (Nodding. and suck the lollypop to her mouth)........"Kenapa ya kok gue kalau makan permen ginian rasanya penuh banget di mulut?"
A : "Baru lollypop aja udah penuh, gimana kalau............." I think both of us know the next word is.

In those moments, i just got a very tiny smile.

The thing is, i thank God i still in college. Surrounded by people in my ages. So i can have my 'own-ages-jokes' everyday. A month with the adults made me realize that it's so hard to fit in their world. Maybe 5 years from now, it will be my time so it's not this hard.

And the last lesson of the month is....i know what i want in the future.

Ternyata saya nggak mau duduk di belakang meja dari jam 9 sampai jam 6 setiap hari nantinya. Saya nggak mau ngerasain kayak ibu-ibu di kantor yang harus bolak balik nelfon anaknya yang sakit di rumah tanpa bisa ada disana untuk anaknya. Atau ibu-ibu yang harus dua kali terlambat datang ke kantor karena anaknya terima rapor. Atau ibu-ibu yang harus dua hari nggak masuk kantor demi nemenin mertuanya yang masuk UGD dan jagain anaknya yang masih bayi. Saya luar biasa kagum sama mereka, masih bisa bagi waktu antara pekerjaan dan anak. Tapi bukan itu yang saya impikan nanti.

Saya mimpi punya pekerjaan dengan waktu yang sangat fleksibel, bisa ada ketika anak saya sakit, bisa ngikutin perkembangan dia di sekolah, dan sekian banyak lainnya. Saya mimpi bisa jadi Psikolog Anak sukses yang bisa menggunakan ilmunya untuk perkembangan anaknya sendiri. Saya juga mimpi bisa praktek di rumah sakit. Yah namanya juga mimpi. Kalau ngomongin mimpi sih, saya mimpi punya rumah kayak gini nih nanti...

Sekali lagi, namanya juga mimpi. But like the title of the post, it's the possibility of having your dreams come true that make life interesting.

In the end, i'm back to the days that there is no difference between weekdays and weekend. I'm longing for a vacation indeed, yet there's no plan for it. I guess all i can do is sit and wait for life surprising me.
I'll be glad if you take me to touch the sands,
Clarissa Rizky