Happiness often sneaks in through a door you didn’t know you left open.
— John Barrymore
Some people say that best moments in life always comes without arrangements. Opposite with that me myself is a total life planner. I love to plan every single thing in my life, even simply in my day. I do have a time table for not only college tasks but also things that i want to do or so on. That's how i try to keep balancing my life. I believe that happiness is something that we fight for, something that will come after we try to achieve it.
Lately, life proved me wrong. It keeps giving me unexpected moments that turned out to be so much fun. I start to think that maybe, happiness is something that will come to you when you let your self to feel that. Having this long enough holiday without any plan to go out of town made me think that it will be boring one. Surprisingly, i enjoy the days. This is a free month to do anything, to meet anyone and to experience many things, even when you're not going anywhere far.
I never enjoy staying at home like this holiday. Cleaning up my room, redecorating it, re-ordering the books or just laying on my bed&watch favorite tv shows on star world are soooo relaxing. I also can practice my cooking ability with mom plus got a quality time with her. Beside my mom, i can concentrate to help my sister doing her tasks, especially when she got paper tasks and so on. Ayah? He's regularly accompany me having breakfast and dinner, talk about what we wanna do and what we actually do during the day. There's no difference between days off or not but i really enjoy our time together.
Like i told you before, i didn't plan to go out of town this holiday. Maybe because financial problems, or we just don't have that plans. Everyone's busy with their life, and that's where i'm going to throw my self into. I use this holiday to meet my long lost elementary school bestmates, all time favorite people from highschool and the daily happiness supplements from campus. We planned to meet Bm400 ES bestbuddies from a long time ago, but finally meet on that saturday all in sudden. It was a spontaneous lunch without any preparation. Life proved me wrong again when i'm on a single chat with my bestfriend Ayu, then i ended up waiting for her to pick me up and have that so called quality time with Kyka also. You know, they're what i called all-time-favorite people on earth.
The next day, i have to go to campus for radio campus tasks but i ended up meeting with my some of college friends from the faculty. It's healthy to meet and talk about regular things that you all been through. On weekend, i visited my aunt's house and it turn out to be a sleep over and a treat from my cousin as my GPA reach the cumlaude range. Continuing that, i have a plan to watch movie with a bestfriend of mine Gian, then all we do is just eat in a nostalgic place behind the elementary school. Those moments are unexpected yet tremendously fun!
Then i got a shocking news. A very good friend of mine's dad passed away. I almost lose contact with him since college cause he changed to close himself from others. We used to be classmates on highschool and studying together on a college test preparation course. Well, we were close enough to share many things about life. I feel bad about the lost of his dad and i personally send a deep condolences to his family. So, yesterday i went to the funeral home at RSPAD with Vina, Rocky & Dea. They were my highschool-mates, which used to be bestfriends of my man back then. We turned to be that close since we share a class on the senior year. Back to yesterday, it supposed to be a teary, and sympathy day for our friend Jerem. But Rocky changed it into a super full of laugh day.
Like his dream since i ever remember, now he's already become a policeman which makes i personally proud. I thought he'll change but i was wrong. He still our old Rocky who likes to make fun of many things. While we're waiting for Jerem to come, me, Vina and Dea were already feel the grieve feelings; goosebumps, and thoughts about his face. Again and again Rocky changed the atmosphere to happiness again. I somehow jealous with this boy cause he seemed really fun.
Short story, we met Jerem and give him as much sympathy as we can give. He seemed 'normal' with that smile, and usual personal gesture that we used to see. Yet i saw a bitter laugh from his mouth, emptiness in his eyes and little tears upon the prayer. I hope he can recover soon, and he realize that he has full support from his beloved friends. Well, friends like us.
The day continue to a late lunch at Pancious PIM. Still with Deviena, Dea and Rocky. We were having a good time laughing and laughing. For those who know Rocky in person will be surprise 'cause the lunch is on him. Ha. Rocky will kill me if he read this. Sorry Mr. Police, but i really surprised yet thankful to you for not only the treat, but also the day. It's another day with unexpected moments and tremendously happy feeling in the end.
Some people say that best moments in life always comes without arrangements. Opposite with that me myself is a total life planner. I love to plan every single thing in my life, even simply in my day. I do have a time table for not only college tasks but also things that i want to do or so on. That's how i try to keep balancing my life. I believe that happiness is something that we fight for, something that will come after we try to achieve it.
Lately, life proved me wrong. It keeps giving me unexpected moments that turned out to be so much fun. I start to think that maybe, happiness is something that will come to you when you let your self to feel that. Having this long enough holiday without any plan to go out of town made me think that it will be boring one. Surprisingly, i enjoy the days. This is a free month to do anything, to meet anyone and to experience many things, even when you're not going anywhere far.
I never enjoy staying at home like this holiday. Cleaning up my room, redecorating it, re-ordering the books or just laying on my bed&watch favorite tv shows on star world are soooo relaxing. I also can practice my cooking ability with mom plus got a quality time with her. Beside my mom, i can concentrate to help my sister doing her tasks, especially when she got paper tasks and so on. Ayah? He's regularly accompany me having breakfast and dinner, talk about what we wanna do and what we actually do during the day. There's no difference between days off or not but i really enjoy our time together.
Like i told you before, i didn't plan to go out of town this holiday. Maybe because financial problems, or we just don't have that plans. Everyone's busy with their life, and that's where i'm going to throw my self into. I use this holiday to meet my long lost elementary school bestmates, all time favorite people from highschool and the daily happiness supplements from campus. We planned to meet Bm400 ES bestbuddies from a long time ago, but finally meet on that saturday all in sudden. It was a spontaneous lunch without any preparation. Life proved me wrong again when i'm on a single chat with my bestfriend Ayu, then i ended up waiting for her to pick me up and have that so called quality time with Kyka also. You know, they're what i called all-time-favorite people on earth.
The next day, i have to go to campus for radio campus tasks but i ended up meeting with my some of college friends from the faculty. It's healthy to meet and talk about regular things that you all been through. On weekend, i visited my aunt's house and it turn out to be a sleep over and a treat from my cousin as my GPA reach the cumlaude range. Continuing that, i have a plan to watch movie with a bestfriend of mine Gian, then all we do is just eat in a nostalgic place behind the elementary school. Those moments are unexpected yet tremendously fun!
Then i got a shocking news. A very good friend of mine's dad passed away. I almost lose contact with him since college cause he changed to close himself from others. We used to be classmates on highschool and studying together on a college test preparation course. Well, we were close enough to share many things about life. I feel bad about the lost of his dad and i personally send a deep condolences to his family. So, yesterday i went to the funeral home at RSPAD with Vina, Rocky & Dea. They were my highschool-mates, which used to be bestfriends of my man back then. We turned to be that close since we share a class on the senior year. Back to yesterday, it supposed to be a teary, and sympathy day for our friend Jerem. But Rocky changed it into a super full of laugh day.
Like his dream since i ever remember, now he's already become a policeman which makes i personally proud. I thought he'll change but i was wrong. He still our old Rocky who likes to make fun of many things. While we're waiting for Jerem to come, me, Vina and Dea were already feel the grieve feelings; goosebumps, and thoughts about his face. Again and again Rocky changed the atmosphere to happiness again. I somehow jealous with this boy cause he seemed really fun.
Short story, we met Jerem and give him as much sympathy as we can give. He seemed 'normal' with that smile, and usual personal gesture that we used to see. Yet i saw a bitter laugh from his mouth, emptiness in his eyes and little tears upon the prayer. I hope he can recover soon, and he realize that he has full support from his beloved friends. Well, friends like us.
The day continue to a late lunch at Pancious PIM. Still with Deviena, Dea and Rocky. We were having a good time laughing and laughing. For those who know Rocky in person will be surprise 'cause the lunch is on him. Ha. Rocky will kill me if he read this. Sorry Mr. Police, but i really surprised yet thankful to you for not only the treat, but also the day. It's another day with unexpected moments and tremendously happy feeling in the end.
I start to think that maybe life is offering surprises to make me realize that happiness is something that you have to let your self feel it. I might be forget how it feels to have a butterfly in my stomach, but i let my mind to have its own fireworks.
Don't worry, everything will be amazing.
Clarissa Rizky
Clarissa Rizky
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